
Do they even make Spam anymore?
I'm very concerned about what's going on with the economy.
That's an understatement.
I'm totally freaked out.
I watch the news channels and the talking heads spend time reassuring viewers that we're not entering a depression, that we're barely in a recession, and that the events of this week, although very serious, are going to be fixed up with no problem and we shouldn't worry at all.

I don't believe any of it. I'm counting my cans of beans in the cupboard and thinking about how I can cut down on driving to save gas. I had already cut out wine and I am gearing up for a winter with minimal heat. In reality, as long as Jeff stays in his job and the prices of goods and services don't rise dramatically, my lifestyle won't change that much. What does change is the amount of fear and anxiety I feel. What will happen in the future? Will I be able to re-enter the work force full time in the next few years? Will I be able to retire? What about health care in the long run?
What I really want to know is how we are paying for this bailout. I know that at least $40 billion is in bonds that will be sold to... whom? Foreign nations? At what point do the other countries (like China) start to OWN us? That is what really scares me.

Now, onto some exciting news -- did you know that
Rachel Maddow's show is on MSNBC of all places? I think she's great - she's not only a wonderfully free and critical thinker, but she's my age, too. I never thought of MSNBC as a progressive channel. I guess you learn something new every day.