:: I'll miss this view ::
I wish I could say I'm feeling peaceful and letting things unfold as they may. Instead I'm feeling restless. These in-between stages that we must go through in life are always very uncomfortable for me. I think back to when I was nearing the end of both of my pregnancies, and I see I felt very much the same way I do now. Wanting the future to present itself to me sooner than it's supposed to. Wanting the world to address my impatience. Feeling preoccupied with what is to come.
A little meditation and yoga would do me good, wouldn't it?
For the rest of today, I'll find simple pleasure in making two loaves of sandwich bread, challenge myself to make rice in a pan on the stove (I packed the rice cooker, and I've not had good success with stovetop rice), and take comfort in the company of my fellow UUs at a meeting tonight. I'll work on being mindful and feeling grateful instead of impatient.
:: 'H' ::